| My life is nice.
All the shows I've put on at dadabase have been well recieved and I'm going to change my focus at school from Communications to Communications/Art History. Neat hey?
Speaking of which, I'm moving to Toronto to go to UofT and be far away from the hippies.
I leave July 1st.
See you. | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | I want to dye my hairs brown. If I go through with this, the stylist will dye my eyebrows too. It would be really nice to have eyebrows. I've made an appointment for thursday. Tell me friends, is this a horrible idea? Change is nice, yes? | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
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this is happening on friday at dadabase. i hope everyone is coming? this is the hardest marek and i have ever worked on anything. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | man, did you know every morning i use at least 16 different products? face stuff, hair stuff, body stuff. i'm not sure when i turned into such a girl. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| this year i:
-lost jenn wong to china
-lived in a terrible basement bachelor suite, a two bedroom apartment with marek, and my current place with darren, anna, and ben
-was reunited with katrine
-went to my first wedding and was completely flabbergasted by how in love hannah and landon are
-went to new york city with meaghan
-visited marek in toronto (missed someone more than i ever have)
-started school again
-decided i'm in love with frances bula
it doesn't seem like very much happened, but i'm sure i'm missing out on some other things i thought were a big deal at the time. i spent nye with some people i really adore, fell on the floor, hugged and kissed a lot. i'm sure 2007 will be fine.
new years resolutions? what of them. i want to be best friends with shayla, how about that. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| DAD: Well I didn't get the job but they sent me an email telling me I did by
accident.Funny eh? I don't think I really wanted it. It is cold and rainy
today and my car and furnace both broke down but I got them both fixed FREE
OF CHARGE. so I feeling pretty good. Canadian tire has the most tremendous
blow up beds for 60$ complete with the electrical blower upper. Why don't
you get one of those? they are double beds and so transportable. I want one
myself. Anyway that's it for now. Denise is tres unhappy in the dominican
repulsive. Travel as you know is best enjoyed on TV.
Love Dad (or the internet..or when you are young and adventuresome and with
friends)
ME: They sent you an email saying you got the job but you didn't? That
seems downright cruel. I hope you're not upset, I'm pretty sure you're
far too good for that job. I didn't want to say it at the time, but
you should aim your sights higher. Professional Cool Guy? Skilled
Adventurer? That's the sort of job title that sounds more up your
alley. You're no grounds-keeper Willy.
I think Denise should stick to places that they review in the New
Yorker, that way she won't be surrounded by poverty and sadness.
Sometimes I look up luxury real estate on the Internet for fun. I
found a 70 million dollar penthouse in New York that really seemed
like a steal.
I don't really want a blow-up bed. They have a tendency to get holes
in them when you have a cat.
I have a question, what do you know about the plant Salvia? Apparently
hippies smoke it to get closer to god.
DAD: I saw myself as more of a Bill Murray in Caddyshack' bit it was not to be.
Salvia belongs to the netherworld of 'bullshit' drugs like banana peels,
jimson weed and these little blue flowers in the ontario woods that make
everything turn blue. WOW. Nothing like a massive dose of LSD to make you
see god or experience death but it can lead to permanent psychosis and is
now unavailable as a pure substance. However they may have come some way in
islolating the active ingredient in salvia but...it still a weak sister, an
unattractive cheerleader to the real team of gutwrenching, mindblowing
psychotropics. None are recommended by the author.
Denise is a infrequent emailer and only writes to tell me she will call and
then the phone rings. Because I have time on my hands I write frequently and
because I have her password and am desparate for news I have taken to
reading my own emails in her inbox. I like that heslikeachemical guy. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | raining has started, thank god i have flannel sheets and a nice room. i'm not going to leave it for two months. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| i am trying to update things about toronto but the thing is, it's just like being in vancouver with marek except we can't go to the club.
we're going to try tonight though! we are drinking some things and listening to the music loud (girl talk, thanks liam) and i put makeup on my face. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | the last month has been pretty alright, i've really enjoyed hanging out with justin and rj. but man alive, i'm get to see marek tomorrow! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| this week is one of excitment friends. i have a paper due, i'm working a lot, my mom bought me new shoes, i'm going to toronto, AND HAVING A SLEEPOVER WITH HANNAH.
ok, so toronto will be really neat and everything, but mostly i am excited to snuggle up with fried chicken and ginger hairs everywhere. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| alright, school is pretty amazing. scoff if you must, i know it's a shitty school.
still
waking up early, learning, disagreeing and smoking with professers has given me something to look forward to. all of the sudden i feel less empty! who knew all it took was expensive textbooks and bright lights.
after class is lovely too, i haven't had many days to myself all summer...what with working and stress and being tired, it felt like i was constantly struggling to stay awake. it's different though! take today:
woke up at six am (after waking up briefly at three am to call marek and remind him to go to school)
went to class, found a partner for my dumb middle school project
went to the libary with jason and laughed too loud
stoped by the my store and bought three beautiful nabokov hardcovers!
with katrine had coffee, smoked cigarettes, ate sushi and went thrifting (where, by the way, i found the perfect fall sweater, it's brown, tightly hand knitted with a deep V)
tonight i will go to karoke and sing a little with more friends.
and that's just one day! things are looking up. hopefully soon, i'll stop calling marek six times a day. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| lately i've been feeling down in the dumps, i know it's going to change with school and all, i'm not worried. Regardless, i'm not feeling good.
today, while sulking at the counter at work one of my favorite customers (and couples!) came up to me and sheepishly asked if i was single. at first, i was worried they were going to ask me to have a threesome but as it turns out some chap has a crush on me? apparently he talks about how "cute i am" all the time and wants to ask me on a date?
he's been talking about it for at least a month?
CRAZY.
that's actually, never ever happened to me before. i mean, dudes have told me they thought i was cute...but i've never had a second party tell me someone has a crush on me.
it's really made my day, let me tell you. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| i need everyone to cross their fingers today and hope hope hope that i get into my program at school.
very important! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | when you are in the throws of depression it's not good to hear your friend call you a bummer. no way. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| diary, here are some things.
my dear father is coming out on monday for his birthday and a visit. i am thinking about taking him to memphis blues as per leah's suggestion. can anyone think of any other dad places to go?
i am house sitting for marek's mother. her house is beautiful! i will post pictures of it when i find some AA batteries. let me tell you, you'll be impressed. it's pretty much exactaly how i would like to live when i 'grow up' and i'm hoping that staying there for twelve days will inspire me to be more of a human...and get some goals, or something.
hannah and landon left and i didn't really say goodbye. i'm kicking myself now, but i was just too afraid. all of my friends have left at some point and i've always ended up crying. i didn't want to cry in front of them because landon would have laughed the boogers all over my face. it's a bummer. marek and i bring them up and a lot pout.
i am starting to really miss jenn. the thing is, you'll always miss your best friend when they're apart from you. i'm really starting to notice it now though. just small things here and there that make me sigh and hate china. i miss holding her tiny hand in mine and knowing we are more nsync than anyone else. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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